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I'm unsure of how to make seperate posts by days so for now this will jus probaly me typing a bunch of diffrent paragraphs.

Peach Scone - Hobo Johnson

"And who am I to get in the way of someone living their lifetime"

June 20th 2025: 2 of my best friends are dating. That's ok, I'm happy for them. However, The more I seem to love myself, the less I seem to have success in relationships. I'm definietly atleast partially to blame, I ghost people and don't put in much effort. I can't find someone I'm truly excited to date. I won't settle, I don't think my standards are too high. However, I don't understand why I cant find someone. All is fair in love and war. I feel lied to too, like an outsider. I think I'm great, and I'm afraid otehrs don't amd that makes me doubt myself. I just want a hug, I just want to be told it'll be okay. I don't know if I'm sad or angry.

Last Night I Dreamt That Somebody Loved Me - The Smiths

It's strating to feel like i'll be single for every (not to melodramatci or anything). However, I don't understand what I do wronmg other than always being into the ones that don't wnat me and never being into the ones that do. Yesterday I went on a date